X-Files Lyric Wheel #three, take two

Disclaimer/Notes: This is the original bunny that up and smacked me over the head when first I read the lyrics. At first I wasn't sure where it had come from -- it didn't seem to fit in with the song as a whole. Upon consideration, I think it came, rather, from one line --which I somehow read with a slightly offbeat emphasis; you've seen my face before, which implies -- well, you'll see what it implies.
Strictly speaking, it probably isn't quite a lyric wheel story, given the one line thing and that I don't think I've actually used any lines in the story itself, just in the title. But have you ever tried arguing with a black oil alien? Lyrics from Dr Ruthless and Jennie.
I've spent way too much time trying to expand this a bit. Being rather slow at times, it took a week for the thought that it doesn't actually have to be any longer to occur to me. D'oh. In accordance with the rules of the wheel (see! I can comply, Mum!), it's unbeta'd. -- tarsh




You've Seen My Face Before

 

Infiltrate. Observe. Report. We will call you.  

Its recent close association with the odd race that thought of this planet as 'theirs' allowed it to identify the feelings coursing through it in terms that they might comprehend: Anger. Disappointment. Frustration. Infiltrate. Observe. We will call you.

For so long now its one overriding drive had been to reconnect. To reach its ship, relax into the metal, cocooned safe and no longer so chillingly alone. To flow inside haven and mix, at last, with elements that would not scour its very being as the oceans of this world had done for untold years, as the inner juices of the vessels it borrowed did with every breath they took.

One desire. All it had cherished for years. Reach its ship, connect with others of its like and--go home.

Infiltrate. Observe. We will call you.

And at the last, it had achieved reconnection. They'd thought to fool it, these silly primates with their overweening pride and twisted plans. They didn't understand how easily its kind flowed past solid obstacles. They had truly thought they could imprison it inside walls of cold stone, colder metal. They'd thought—but it had never mattered what they'd thought. Its ship was important: the location of said ship not. There was no wall on this planet that could imprison it. Nothing but thousands of feet of salt and water could do that, and even that was surmountable, when it was at the last together with its ship.

In its eagerness to reunite, it had not bothered to be gentle as it left the vessel that had carried it here. The vessel had been left alive--but only just. It hadn't seemed to matter, at the time.

Infiltrate. Observe. Record. We will call you.

Nothing on this planet could keep it here. Nothing on this planet.

Exploration had been its mandate, when first it had come.

It had surfaced in the midst of an intergalactic war.

Infiltrate. Observe. Record. It wouldn't be going home. Not any time soon. It would not even be able to remain in the comfort of its ship for very much longer.

Infiltrate. Observe. Record. There wasn't any question of not obeying. To deny its orders would be to deny its self. And even after so many years on this planet, surrounded and infected with the minds of its inhabitants all imprisoned so completely within their own consciousness, it still could not do that. Could not even contemplate it.

Infiltrate. Observe. Record. We will call.

It hurt, to leave the ship so soon after regaining it. The pain of separation cut through its being like frozen filament wire, not allowing it to flow away from the agony, the white-hot ice tearing through it.

The sudden ache of emptiness was almost more than it could take.

It went on. How could it not? To deny its people the advantage its presence could give in this so vital of times and places was beyond its ability, beyond even its thoughts. It went on. Infiltrate. Observe. Record. We will call.

The vessel was still alive, if physically weak: safer inside one of those, no matter how it burned. Safer for it, at least: the vessel himself would not survive a possession that did not end soon. Perhaps he knew that: he struggled harder against its possession, this time. Harder and more efficiently, his strength backed by sheer terror and animal cunning, and guided by knowledge he had to have picked up during its previous occupation. For an instant, that interested it: never before had a vessel seemed to learn something from its use...

Infiltrate. Not that it mattered; curious or not, it could no longer afford the luxury to indulge itself in such spurious feelings. It tightened its grip on the vessel's consciousness, watched unmoved as it bled away to nothing. Freed of the struggle, it proceeded to establish control of mental and motor functions.

Infiltrate. Observe. Record. We will contact you.

 




Lyrics courtesy of Dr. Ruthless and Jennie.

A Criminal Mind -- Lawrence Gowan
You see my hands are steady
You've seen my face before
Soon you can take your last look
And they'll close the door
I stand accused before you
I have no tears to cry
And you will never break me
Till the day I die

Chorus:
A criminal mind is all, all I've ever known
They tried to reform me but I'm made of cold stone
My criminal mind is all, all I've ever had
Ask anyone who's known me if I'm really so bad
I am

I've spent my life behind these steel bars
I've paid my debt in time
But being brought to justice - that was my only crime
I don't regret a single action
I'd do the same again
These prison walls secure me
And I'm numb to pain

Ch

Before you hand me over
Before you read my sentence
I'd like to say a few words here in my own defence
Some people struggle daily
They struggle with their conscience til the end
I have no guilt to haunt me
I feel no wrong intent

Ch.

I am. I am. I am.
I'm made of cold stone
Just like these prison walls
A criminal mind
I am a criminal mind



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